I live in a constant state of unrest.

Waiting to see a doctor:

It doesn’t matter if I am a new patient or an existing one, the next available follow-up appointment is a month away. 

Waiting to fill a prescription:

This issue has actually improved, other than the process of a new authorization approval. I use a mail order script service for some of my medications and a nearby pharmacy for others.

Waiting for the medication to work:

Some medications work immediately, while others could take up to six weeks to be affective. I never seem to know if an issue has improved on its own or the drug is doing its job. 

I take six oral prescription medications and several supplements every day.

Waiting for a medical test that may or may not show anything anyway: 

I can’t even tell you how many MRI’s, CT Scans, Ultrasounds and blood tests I have endured over an eighteen year period. I am not a drug addict, but my veins say otherwise.

I will play this waiting game for the rest of my life.