My first Thanksgiving with MS symptoms was in 2005. 

While visiting my family in Kansas, my right foot began to feel as if I was wearing a brick rather than a shoe. I had yet to be diagnosed but knew that something weird was happening to my body. It was another 3 months until it was confirmed that I had Multiple Sclerosis. 

The next significant Thanksgiving episode was around 2011 when I spent Thanksgiving week in the hospital receiving steroids.

Neither of these holidays seemed very thankful to me at the time. Although looking back I realize the significance of each event in the wake up call they produced. I had become complacent, and took for granted that I would always be a healthy woman. 

So, here I am 18 years older facing a non-ambulatory life with MS as my constant companion. 

Granted my life is very different from the one I had imagined and I still stubbornly rebel everyday against symptoms that I have absolutely no control over. It has made me appreciate the good days and the blessings that are available if I can just open my heart and mind to them. 

Here is my short list of simple things I am thankful for today.

A cup of coffee in the morning while viewing the snow falling outside.

The love I feel from the random sweet hug of a grandchild.

A phone call from a friend that just needs a willing ear.

Watching my three daughters laughing from a memory they shared as children.

And last but definitely not least, my husband of 43 years who is here for me everyday with unconditional love.

Happy Thanksgiving!