From the very beginning of my diagnosis I have continued to try and accomplish everything I did before MS reared its ugly head. As my disease progressed it became more and more difficult to admit to myself that my life would be forever changed. 

Trying to do even the smallest task could send me into a frenzy of bad language, depression and tears. 

Oh, and throwing things, don’t want to forget that result.

 I continue to try doing even the little things that cause me grief, as I feel that if I stop I have given in to the struggle that MS has created.

It is also hard on the people around me, because in their hearts they only want to relieve my struggle.

I have to constantly remind myself to accept some of these challenges to achieve peace of mind.